damnnn so much drama -_-
I go to this choir thing on Saturdays
and there's some pretty fucked up little kids there
Kids who make me really really afraid of what will become of the future generation
Kids with ipods and risque clothes/hairstyle who sing along/dance to songs with innuendo and stuff, kids who make other kids' lives miserable to fulfill their daily doses of cruelty

Anyways, like I said, pretty f'd up kids.

One of 'em decided to bash on me. No, not one. Quite a few.

So before all this happened, I took a break from choir (cuz of the college stuff.. and all) for about a year. And after I decided I was going back to high school, I came back to choir. Now, I always had the solo parts and everything because... I was the best singer out of those kids >_> (most of them are elementary/middle schoolers and a few high schoolers...which is why you see.. yeah)
And when I was gone, these 2 middle school kids had the solo parts, and now that I'm back, the choir conductor gave those parts to me.

Needless to say, the kids got pretty butthurt and decided to have a little fun.

They got a few high schoolers (who, let me tell you, have the IQ of that of a pink eraser at the back of a number 2 pencil) to be on their side, created a story that I called middle schooler #1 a slut, and told their mommies. -_-

Their mommies who told the conductor.


Apparently all this happened 2 weeks ago, and I wasn't aware of ANYTHING. How stupid I must have seemed.


So today, conductor calls me in a room with middle schooler #1 and with OBVIOUS and APPARENT suspicion in her voice, asks me whether I really did call her a slut or not. Naturally, I'm startled, because I've never before heard of this half-assed alibi. "WAIT WTF WHERE THE HELL DID THIS COME FROM O_O" I didn't even know this lil kid that well. All I know is that she's one of those kids who you should definitely be afraid of and avoid because she will ruin you one way or another. I'm so surprised I don't even know what to say. Of course I say "No, I never said that" because I didn't. Conductor, of course, doesn't even listen to me because middle schooler #1's family is realllllly rich and you know what money does to people. So she gives me this lecture and all the while she has that "yeah right, say what you want, I still won't believe you" tone of voice.

something like this happened before in elementary school when a bunch of kids decided to tell their mommies that I HIT them and CUSSED THEM OUT. Yeah, I know, wtf? I didn't even know them that well. ~desert-byakugan knows what happened, but yeah. I don't hit people wtf -_- I'd rather talk shit behind your back (which I don't do so much of anyways), not hit you or cuss you out directly. I lack the guts to do that. Anyways, so yeah. Who do you think people will believe? This smart-alecky straight A (i'm sorry >_<;; ) girl who everyone is DYING to start shit with any minute, or a group of normal, innocent looking average-intelligence girls who claim that someone hit them? OF COURSE the group of girls. So that time, I was blamed for something I didn't even do, and I was so stunned. I still don't know what made them do that.

Anyways, here I am, living my life quietly, and some rich, spoiled middle schooler comes up to me and accuses me of calling her a slut. A SLUT. I mean, bitch I understand but SLUT? Where did she even come up with that word??

And so the same thing happens all over again. I'm so angry, and now that I'm able to defend myself, I go upto the adults and try to talk this out. Then my mom finds about this phenomenon and joins me, and all the while, mommy of middle schooler #1 is saying stuff like "My daughter cried when she heard that your daughter called her a slut. And yet I kept my cool. Why are you losing your temper over this? I mean, you're not the one who suffered."

yeah? Well now, people will think I'm a bitch who picks on little kids for my own entertainment, and that fact will stick to the back of your heads. So every time I make a little mistake, you'll go "oh yeah, she called a poor innocent girl a slut and made her cry. She seems like the person to do that. Tsk tsk" and stuff. I'm so pissed off that I can't even think properly.


It's like people HAVE FUN watching me suffer. WHY ME? Pick on someone else, someone who ACTUALLY talks shit behind your back. Not me.
And you don't think that I don't know you talk shit about me behind my back? Yeah, that's right, princess. Everyone knows it.

and yet those stupid, innocent people in the choir who are willing to subject to the will of MEAN people will NEVER believe me. You know why? They will live their whole lives whimpering under the hands of those kinds of people, people who take advantage of others. It makes me sad that society has become this giant shithole for those kinds of people to spit in.

I'm just really, really sad. Everyone just looks at me like I'm a bitch. Please, I'm trying to live my life quietly. I know you're all rich and you don't have anything better to do and you gotta create drama in your pathetic little lives to keep yourselves entertained, but PLEASE leave me the hell out of it. PLEASE. Bother someone else. I don't have time to waste on little shitheads like you. I'm not rich and have all the time in the world like you do. I will actually work for something I'm passionate for, earn it, and step on your pathetic little heads when your mommy and daddy's money runs out and you realize that your life is nothing but a bottomless pit.


God DAMN.

Btw, if by any chance, you're in the choir and you're reading this, please don't tell this to ANYONE. I'm just venting here. Please. Pretend you know nothing about this. Don't link anyone here, don't do anything.